when the cats come out, the vamps come out to playyyy, yeah!
♥ im'ma single girl swag ♥
so anyway, naddy sazzy was telling me this just now, "you know what? najib has a gf already!" and im like, "yeah i know, its on his fb la syg". then naddy sazzy said this, "playboy seh dier!". cute la you, girl.
and just now during break with hafiz and gang, hafiz was like, "aisyah! takmo pusing blkg, takmo pusing blkg tau!" and i was oblivious to his warning because i honestly thought that he's only teasing me like he always did and so i turned and well, well, well...if its not the king casanova himself walking right behind me alongside sufi.
ahahahahahahahahaha! i turned back to face hafiz and he was giving me this -____- 'i told you so' look and i was grinning widely at him and he said this to me, "tu la, degil! aku da ckp takmo pusing tapi kau tetap nak pusing jgk kan. laen kali bagi org abes ckp dulu la" and i was like, "aarrghh biar la. so what if its him kan?" and continued indulging my twister fries afterwards.
and so hafiz asked me this, "eh amcm? maseh contact dgn dier?" and i was like, "TAK HERAN PUN!!!" and hafiz was like giving me this smile of approval and nodded his head and said, "bagus, bagus...".
its so damn friggin' obvious that he was trying to avoid glancing at my direction. and sufi was like, smiling at me. sempat tau deytu! to najib; oooohhh, scared to face me or what boy? whatever.
oh and later on during lab at two, shera pulak asked me this, "eh, so how? you still with him?" and i gave her this questioning look and asked, "huh? who seh?" and she was giving me this 'zoinked-out' look and said, "najib la..." and i was like, "ohhh! no la. he has a gf already btw" and there was this truly disbelieving look plastered across shera's face after i mentioned that.
alrightie, let me straighten the situation. you see, its true that najib has a gf already. her name's Elrynn Zureen and she's living at bedok. isn't it just so convenient for them, i mean both of them are living around the same area. oh and let me just get to the point now. honestly speaking, im truly happy for najib. like really, i swear to god that im really happy for him. i mean, i didn't even feel a tinge of jealousy or even a slight stitch. i just pity the girl.
so uhuh, there you have it! so please, please, PLEASE...close all the chapters that i ever had with najib okay? its all history now. im like shoving it somewhere way, way back into the deserted corners of my contorted mind. thank you all so much, i really appreciate it.
let me end it this way, my heart is actually still mending. somewhere deep inside, the wound is still bleeding. it hasn't even stopped yet, to be truthful. i'll just let time do the healing, that's all. IF its gonna work.
where is the love?
♥our lips must always be sealed
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