My Daily Life

2010-05-23T20:08:00.007+08:00

i can share if you want some, im not stingy

just some of the junk that i bring to work

2010-05-23T12:40:00.004+08:00

hello hey dee ho hi!

kesian pulak aku tgk si afez nie...

i don't and won't condemn him regardless of whether he's in the wrong or not coz no one actually, really knows the evident side of the story. and so, im neutral.

they even created this group on facebook called 'Condemn Afez Anuar!'.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=122789391080211

to afez; chill okay? just tell yourself to be a stronger person coz it already happened and that there's no turning back. hopefully you'll change for the better, insyaallah :)

which reminds me, i saw the whole of voguelicious with a bunch of their friends at century square's foodcourt. okay, so maybe not the whole of voguelicious since some of the regular faces were missing but the main ones were there.

oh and to that girl, ila siow. well honey, i don't know what to say but how could you stoop so friggin' low as to let someone slap you and make a video out of it? its nothing to be proud of, btw. perhaps, its a hidden agenda after all. i shall mind my very own business now.

on the contrary, its already been two months of probation. i've been coping along fine so far. but it sucks that i can't go back late at night anymore since my curfew is by ten pm and the system would probably call to check up on me at either ten:fifteen or eleven:fifteen pm. i did some close monitoring on the timings that they'd call you see.

and so, i've been a good girl. behaving well and coming back home on time :) HAHA! *roll eyes* i just can't wait for this to end okay...

2010-04-29T22:06:00.003+08:00

eh! naddy sazzy la..aper dier buat tu? masyaallah! eheheee..

2010-04-29T21:30:00.004+08:00

pink hearts on index fingers

2010-04-27T16:41:00.025+08:00

Matthew . Sha . Naddy Sazzy . Ashley

2010-04-27T16:03:00.007+08:00

The Baby Kois In My School Pond *fucking cute okay!*

2010-04-27T15:36:00.024+08:00

Fish & Co

2010-04-27T15:36:00.005+08:00

2010-04-26T15:19:00.012+08:00

2010-04-26T11:38:00.027+08:00

nenaaa baby and me with her red wayfarer

2010-04-26T11:38:00.022+08:00

my fyp sweetheart, naddy sazzy

2010-03-26T00:19:00.006+08:00

shagged clubbing aftermath over at nenaaa's place

truthfully, thinking about all that makes me miss clubbing. trippin' and enjoying every single nanosecond of it.

2010-03-25T21:51:00.009+08:00

call me when you're sober

he's gonna be drinking at the chalet tonight, and im having mixed feelings right now. told him not to call me when he's drunk. he could call me when he's sober, probably the morning after. and no hangover please. if its true that he can handle his alcohol intake well, it shouldn't be a problem. he used to be a bartender btw. i have nothing against him drinking, seriously, except that it kinda makes me worried cause' i've never drank with him before and so i don't know what he's like when he's drinking. just texted him and he already seemed like he's kinda light-headed. fuck. you're riding tomorrow morning, so please don't get drunk, boy. tipsy only, please. i love you.

time check: 12:08am

ps: see, he couldn't even text me properly. he's trippin' now, i guess.

*shrugs*

2010-03-19T22:35:00.008+08:00

jiggy-jig

ashley's wall

nenaaa's wall

hazwan's wall

naddy sazzy's wall

printscreens are like the ultimate alternative to pictures.

2010-03-19T21:55:00.006+08:00

inner girly-girl sanctum

playing virtual dress-up games at i-dressup.com. too bored for words already, so that explains everything.

2010-03-17T10:28:00.012+08:00

a mundane-turned-silly wednesday morning with faritz, ashley and naddy sazzy

my lovely fyp morons :)

**ps: oh-oh, is that my stomach grumbling?

2010-03-16T23:52:00.008+08:00

'horsing' around and stuffing our faces with subway for like, almost every goddamn friggin' day!

**ps: my legs look skinny. no?

2010-03-16T21:31:00.015+08:00

the digicam surprise!

omg, omg, OH MY GOD!!! yes, yes, YES!!! i know, i know, I KNOW!!!

first was the iTouch.

and now......its a friggin' DIGICAM!!!!!!

GODDAMN FRIGGIN' DOPE!!!!!!

my boyfriend is AWESOME!!!!!!

way too awesome, in fact.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HAZWAN!!!!!!

what's next baby?

see, i knew it! i knew right from the very beginning that you're gonna be full of surprises, and true enough, you ARE INDEED full of surprises!

he surprised me with the nikon coolpix S220 digicam last sunday when i was working at centrepoint. nannie and hafiz was there as well :)

my shocked expression was priceless! he didn't even buy his 'dvd player'. he only used that as an excuse to get me a friggin' digicam from the IT fair at suntec. what a friggin' liar. hehehe! hell yeah i was grinning like mad! i couldn't help it.

i never thought that he would really go to the extent of buying me the digicam. its really slim, similar to the width of my thumb and its super small! its slightly bigger than my identity card, for crying out loud! I KNOW, right?! wooooaaaah!!!!!!

and, and, and, its TEN megapixels! the current one that im using right now is only like what? pathetically, only, seven point one megapixels?!

its just so AMAZING dude!

this is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE! and im so over the moon now. ditched cloud nine earlier on baby *wink*

OH MY GOD! its like, nine:fifty-six right now and i totally, almost, forgot to call my probation officer! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!

*singing* 'i heard that you're a heartbreaker, baby im a troublemaker...'

2010-03-12T23:56:00.013+08:00

the legendary Ashley Demon

click on the printscreen above to enlarge. apparently, i still do have my 'ashley demon' moments. all thanks to the raeimi sisters, especially kak nini. now who the hell is aisyah?

your eccentric indie goddess is back!

by any chance, do i look like Jennifer Love Hewitt to you?

HAHA! alrightie, let's just ignore that silly 'wannabe' caption and yessss...GLAD TO BE BACK YA'LL! like finally, after all those weeks of friggin' hiatus and nonsensical japanese entries. i'll do a proper one now, but its strictly a quickie. cause' its like what? 8:05 am right now and my probation interview starts at 9:30am later. *sigh*

so anyway, there's an IT fair at suntec, am i right? to my bf; if you're still getting your dvd player there, why not try to recall naddy sazzy's hints at you to buy me a digicam? oooppss! did i just blurt all that out? omg! and obviously, i was only kidding. right? am i really 'only kidding'? actually, i am. of course i am! right? okay, forget about the friggin' digicam already. i love you! :)

oh and to all The Body Shop lovers out there; i heard that they're also having some kind of a fair/sale there as well. but if im not mistaken, it prolly ends today or tmr. im not quite sure about that. sorry that i wasn't really well-informed and that my sources are not accurate.

and, and, and...im lusting after the victoria's secret perfume! the strong vanilla scent really turns me on, baby! *wink*

2010-03-09T23:32:00.006+08:00

虹

その　すでに　今の1ヶ月の. 私は本当にあなたを愛しています.

2010-03-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

私のパパが彼に会っていてこのsunday！

2010-03-09T22:50:00.010+08:00

私の赤ん坊

i really don't know how come you can even stay very calm when i rejected your calls and you still continued calling me a couple of times afterwards, despite knowing jolly well that i will reject your calls. you couldn't care less about shedding your ego and you actually bothered to know how come i got so worked up and cranky for no apparent reason. you weren't annoyed with me at all, whatsoever. you managed to keep your cool and you always talk to me ever-so-soothingly like as though its never too big an issue to deal with. oh hazwan, you even wanted to stick around at a wrong time like this when im having my seasonal mood swings which makes me wanna rant like a psycho the whole time.

2010-02-26T12:22:00.006+08:00

have it your way, foreplay, before i feed your appetite

LATELY, alot of things have been happening. for instance, my appetite. hell yeah i've been pigging out on food the whole time, nowadaaaays! and its being a bitch cause' i really don't wanna gain weight real badly. cb.

now tell me, will eating subway two days straight make me fat? its stated that there's no trans fat at all but you don't know for sure how true that might be, right? omg, i've been craving for subway like ever since when?! after the first time i had it with nenaaaa over at the centrepoint outlet and i crashed her workplace afterwards.

to nenaaaa; *inside joke* LU BIKIN GUA PANAS BABE! ahahahahahahaha! where else can you find a friend like me huh? tell me right smack in the face that you love me, bitch! cause' you know that you have always been my all-time-low partner-in-crime and favourite bitch. cb. ily...

nenaaaa has been introducing me to non-halal places like Aston's, MOS and Subway. Aston's has the best black pepper fish steak while MOS has the best melt-in-your-mouth fish burger plus thick french fries and Subway has the best cold cut trio la seh! i love, love, LOVE to eat the cold cut trio. that's ultimately what i had for lunch, two goddamn friggin' days straight! can you like, fucking believe it?!

so anyway, what will it be next? Carl's Jr? Botak Jones? lol!

oh and i suddenly remembered wani almost puking on my dress the night we went to supperclub. the same night that there's CityAlive. heard that the event was crappy and boring, is that so? i bet zoukout was much more 'happening'. thank god i was at supperclub. felt kinda guilty though, cause' wani was supposed to quit drinking, clubbing and smoking but she ended up achieving none since she's still continuing to do so.

ooohh and i vividly remembered smacking her butt alot while dancing cause' her huge ass is sucha distraction! in a kinky way i mean. HAHA! oh and bob kept urging me to have some chivas but i was hooked to baileys and martinis instead. yummy, and i wasn't even drunk. i mean, its not even tequila for goodness! perhaps i was slightly tipsy.

i love it when my mind is clouded with a certain degree of 'highness'. its a nice feeling that im not able to describe in words. however, nothing beats the degree of 'highness' that i attain from drinking just a shot of tequila. i clearly remembered swaying real badly that time until nenaaaa and i were holding on to each other's waists and it made me look like a slut cause' i think i acted like a zoinked-out airhead shoving people around and laughing like a maniac at the same time. right nenaaaa? ily. cb.

i keep saying cb. its hard not to say cb. its like, my current favourite word. ever since i first started work. cheebye.

current favourite songs that's rockin' my iTunes/iTouch and always on replay:

Carry Out - Timbaland ft Justin Timberlake
Dream Girl - Tay Dizm ft Akon
Lose Control - Timbaland ft Jojo
Follow Me (Twitter Song) - Sean Kingston ft Sean Paul
Telephone - Lady Gaga ft Beyonce

and holy fuck! i had no friggin' idea that the actress who played Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl is Leighton Meester! awesome! oh and Serena Van Der Woodsen kinda reminds me of someone. oh well...

'the way you love meh eh eh, the way you love meh eh eh, the way you love meh eh eh, i think, i think, i think im losin' control!'

2010-02-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

like a princess

i already met hazwan's mummy last night! wooohooo! wanna know how it went?

it went like this......

hazwan baby fetched me in the evening, after which we proceeded to the botanic gardens for a walk. he had a lovely surprise waiting for me, i shall touch on that later alrightie?

and soon after, we fled off to his place at around seven plus. i got quite nervous actually, while we're waiting for the elevator you know!

*in the elevator*

hazwan: syg, if my mummy asks you whether you club or not...say that you don't, okay?

ashley: ahahahahahahahahahahaha! *fucking funny or what si hazwan nie?!?! tak boleh angkat! too random!*

he opened the door and i stood behind him, half-refusing to go in. and he had to like literally pull me in. lol! and i really like his house! very big and cosy. the interior deco spells awesome!

both his siblings were in the kitchen at that point of time, cooking. wow! right? they both looked kinda shy. i was obviously very shy as well like duh! i smiled widely at the both of them, cause' i want them to know that i acknowledged them. the same goes to me, they smiled at me, making me feel that im acknowledged as well. especially his younger brother who's nineteen. his fourteen-year-old sister was a little too shy.

and so hazwan ushered me into the guest room where i waited for his momma. he even has a guest room for goodness sake! besides the huge-ass living room. sucha big house i tell you. and then hazwan was like asking his sister this, "da salam kakak tu belum? gie salam dier cepat!" lol! chey~ felt like as though im some big shot! or the ultimate sister-in-law already in fact! ahahahahahahahaha!

his sister brought me a tall glass of sarsi and then she salam me. very shy girl you know! i was like, "thanks! hi! :)" to the sister. i wasn't really shy after that. UNTIL......

his momma came out of her room. ahahahahahahaha! its seriously so damn friggin' hilarious! his momma was very shy to meet me too! he also had to like pull her into the guest room to meet me and she smiled sheepishly. i could tell that she was trying to hide her shyness. i salam his momma. and then hazwan was like, "this is my gf la mummy :)" and his momma nodded at me and smiled.

and so his momma and me talked. she was the one who started the conversation. oh and do u know that his momma is very skinny when i thought that she's plus-sized! lol! she asked me all sorts of stuff which im very lazy to elaborate here but you know what? turned out that she already knew alot about me from hazwan. woah...

his momma is a VERY nice woman, me likey! very much in fact. not only his momma but the fact that he comes from a very nice family.

oh and his momma looked way too young for her age and she's like what? forty-seven for goodness! and his momma is SO pretty!!! and omg, she used to be a mak andam! we have the same passion for make-up artistry seh...awesome! and his momma told him that i look like one of those pretty arab belly dancers. siao!!! what's up with that?!?! and pls, i don't look arab at all *roll eyes* in fact, im too ugly to look like an arab.

so anyway, everything went smoothly. and when its already time to leave, i just salam his momma and said, "jalan dulu ey cik :)" and she was like, "okay, baek-baek jalan ey" and then she was like telling his sister to salam me, "da salam kakak tu belum? gie salam dier..." :) chey once again~

sister: abg, nah amek your mp4...

hazwan: bagi kat kakak tu...

ashley: *the sister handed me his mp4 and salam me* bye! :)

sister: *with a very shy look* bye :)

and then just as we were about to leave the house, his momma, sister and brother gathered at the gate to say goodbye. awww, so sweet! the brother was smiling widely at me, so was his momma and sister :) me likey! i bid my last goodbye to them and left.

*in the elevator*

hazwan: *looking at me* thank god you're wearing leggings! your dress is very short.

ashley: yeah i told you that its above my knees right. well, its way above my knees! lol!

hazwan: was abit worried that you're gonna be scantily clad today. ahahahahahaha! kidding!

ashley: HAHA! so funny! *roll eyes*

and so we headed to his car and he looked up, so i followed his gaze and he was looking at his momma, sister and brother who were waving from the window. hazwan action, nak step cool takmo wave balek...so i tak tau malu wave back la. mcm happy gitu kan! ahahahahahaha!

they waved back even more frantically! lol! so cute. when i got into the car, hazwan was like, "i think they like you alot" but i just gave him this blank stare. no comments.

hazwan: next time when my dad is around, i'll bring you back home again okay?

ashley: HUH?!?! takut!

oh okay and the lovely surprise which he handed me when we were walking at the botanic gardens was this nice silver box that's tied with nice purple & gold ribbons.

KAKAK AIN SYG, YOUR BF GAVE YOU AN IPHONE, BUT MY BF GAVE ME AN ITOUCH!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

ME LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, when i opened up the box, there's silver tassles entangled inside and in between the tassles lay the gorgeous itouch. along with a purple casing! he even remembered my favourite colour!

oh and there was this card inside as well. its a picture of a bear couple holding roses in a red volkswagen and underneath it said, "you are always in my heart". awwww, so cute!

so when i flipped open the card, there's a handwritten note saying, "Sayang, hope you like it. I love you.......wan" AWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell is he saying?!?! I LOVE IT! i don't just like it. omg. its really something man! for crying out loud, its an iTouch seh! im like charging it now, and i seriously can't wait to load all of my songs from itunes.

oh and the day he bought me that iTouch was also the day he bought himself an iPhone.

so jiwe right? just like ariff and risha ♥ ;)

sorry for being very longwinded and crappy.

2010-02-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

diamonds are forever

OMG, OMG!!!! hazwan's momma wants to meet me today! i mean later, during the evening. oh my god! this really took me by surprise. NO! it took me by shock actually...

im shell-shocked!

anyway nenaaaa! now im your jubs? i used to be your puks. puks, as in pukimak and jubs obviously meant jubo. you cheebs la darling. cheebs as in chee to the bye, cheebye. nenaaaa! i had an emergency at work last night and i was hoping that you'd help cause' you're my one and only saviour sia!

but then right, this nenaaaa lebih pentingkan her movie than me seh! cheebye! hehehe! kidding only. i was stuck at work until at like what? close to eleven pm you know or not! i seriously felt like crying already. hazwan kept calling to check on me, he got quite worried. he noticed the sadness in my voice. hidd sis also happened to call me while i was dealing with some stuff at work *hugs*

i was afraid that kak sue would get annoyed with me cause' i kept calling her since nenaaaa wouldn't answer my calls. its really alright la syg, i understand that you're enjoying your movie. not your fault at all. you knew that i had problems dealing with the stupid NETS machine right? the ad hoc and settlement for NETS didn't tally and kak sue told me that nanie would help me settle everything the next morning. confirm aku kene maki nyer!

baek ar ashley! just what i needed. kene maki. nice, nice...what tough luck.

hazwan: honey, let's go over to my place later cause' my momma wants to meet you. she kept asking about you.

ashley: what?!?! omg, omg!! what do i have to wear?!! thank god you're telling me beforehand cause' i already planned to wear my super tight bandage skirt later...

hazwan: the one that lands right beneath your butt is it?! don't!! wear that the next time you're not meeting my momma...

ashley: alamak, its making me so nervous...meeting your momma!

hazwan: don't be, i already told you that she's a very nice woman right?

ashley: every guy would say that! *rolling my eyes* what if she doesn't like me?

hazwan: don't be silly, i think she likes you.

ashley: but she hasn't even met me yet! how could you be so sure?! she doesn't even know me, for crying out loud.

hazwan: will you just relax?

ashley: i would if i already knew that your momma likes me.

okay la, i love my boyfriend. and i really hope that his momma likes me.

to my darlings; hidd, wanni, shar & fau......

tysm for the birthday gifts! i really love it! the perfume, the bikini set, the eyeshadow set, the bangles and the kinky thongs. i love you all so much! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

let's meet real soon! its calling for a proper reunion we didn't get to have that time ;)

i miss all my sparkling diamonds

2010-02-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

cam-whoring at work

im all alone at work and im dead bored. i was waiting for hazwan to call lor...but instead, dutch-malay boy was the one who called! wtfh?!!

dutch-malay boy really didn't get the message huh? im so fucking not interested la wei *roll eyes*

the same thing happened last tuesday you know! so fucking annoying *roll eyes again* i was in the car and dutch-malay boy called!

eh, its already nine:fifteen pm right now and im supposed to close the shop. wooohooo!

**pls excuse my fucking retarded face alrightie? thank you so much! :)

2010-02-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

L ♥ V E

if you haven't already heard about it, well...im currently married to hazwan. hehehe! ever since 10022010. nice 4D numbers huh? buy one 'big' and one 'small' alrightie? hopefully you'll strike big time. lol!

so anyway, yeah...in case if you're wondering, he proposed to me in the car before sending me back home. and so i accepted :)

we have a very complicated romance and it all started out from inside the lock-up. very weird i know. to those of you who knew about it, let's exchange winks! ;)

oh his momma knew about us too! and she saw my pictures on fb. he told me that his momma was smiling when she looked at my pictures and asked him, "is she already married?" and he was like, "no! why would i wanna go after a married woman and she's only twenty! that's only a photoshoot..." :D

and to my beloved KAKAK AIN! i know you're reading this......

2010-02-11T09:11:00.000+08:00

♥ 10022010 ♥

2010-02-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

leftovers from a few lightyears back

aunty ina: aisyah, make sure whenever you club, don't ever leave your drinks unattended okay? you do drink right?

ashley: i know that aunty, thanks for your concern though. hehehe! uhh2 la, kite minum ar...*muke paiseh*

aunty ina: make sure you're able to take good care of yourself okay? u always go in a big group or what?

ashley: okay okay la. okay aunty, i know how to take care of myself...

aunty ina: takmo mabuk sgt! ingat!

ashley: hehehe! okay, aisyah susah nak mabuk nyer la...

aunty ina: nie mak tau ke tak nie?

ashley: of course no! duh~

aunty ina: baek2 tau aisyah, ingat aper aunty pesan. nak club mmg boleh, but make sure you know how to look after yourself. kau maseh isap rokok tak?

ashley: da tak da, that time bapak dpt tangkap aisyah. rokok contra lak tu!

vena: eh u kena caught also?!

aunty ina: vena pun mmg, lagi satu! aunty dpt tangkap dier isap rokok jgk.

ashley: eh, u also smoke?! chey~

vena: nie ader lagi satu pack kat ruma, belum bukak seh *cheeky smile*

ashley: eh, boleh tahan cb ey kau...ahahahahahahahahaha! your momma gerek sia!

aunty ina: see vena! aisyah said that im gerek you know...

woah! aunty ina wants to go clubbing with us! and wani da sound gie clubbing and kak oshin pun da sound gie clubbing. haiyo~

wait la yer...

2010-02-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

i heard that you're a heartbreaker, baby im a troublemaker

alfee: hey baby...

ashley: hello alfee...

alfee: ashley, gimme a kiss.

ashley: *busy writing down my answers for the database lab test*

alfee: *poking his cheek out and waiting for me to 'kiss'*

ashley: *looking up at alfee* eh sial ar fee! u already have a gf! behave can?!

alfee: *muke sardine giler nyer!* gf jer per, belum kahwin mar...

ashley & alfee: ahahahahahahahahahahaha! *ashley: sial la kau fee!* ahahahahahahahahahaha!

alfee is so naughty.

and ser is also naughty! da pandai club ke per boy?! ahahahahahahaha! you see, now my brother starts to club. and now, abdul rashid's kids are clubbers. astaghfirullah! how like that? jia lat lor...lol!
abdul rashid's kids really know how to have fun ey? so rebellious. yummy~

ssshhh!

*cheeky wink*

2010-02-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

fer sure maybe, fer sure not...*the medic droids*

guess what...GUESS WHAT?!!!

mr policeman fetched me from school last evening! it was kinda sudden cause' it happened at the very last minute. i mentioned at the previous post that he wanted to meet me, right? and well...so we met! like again, after two weeks. lol!

it was seriously so damn friggin' random. we both started out texting each other and then...poof! he just asked whether we can meet for awhile after im done with my project and he even called to ask whether he could fetch me or not.

ooohh and he drives. sexy! i was waiting at the auditorium's pick-up point around seven:thirty pm or so, when this sporty white car pulled up infront of me. and boy oh boy, his car smelt really nice! me likey...

he drove me to marina barrage where we hung out for awhile, getting to know each other's background and all. i kept teasing him and he called me a big bully, HAHA!

so afterwards, he drove me to places like labrador and kentridge park as well as mount faber. he just felt like driving me around, and i truly enjoyed the car ride. really. i simply love car rides.

everything fell into place naturally, no awkwardness of any sort at all. it felt SO comfortable, talking to him and laughing like crazy! he's just so......nice! too nice, in fact.

let me give you an insight on him. he's currently into psychology. he kinda looks chinese. he owns a bike, before he actually co-owns the car with his momma. his momma is so pretty! and she's like what? forty-seven, for crying out loud! he showed me a picture of her and she looked way too young for her age! but pretty, yeah. he's the eldest, he has two younger siblings. he lives at tamp, wooohooo! omg, i like him.

oh and you know what, he really insisted on sending me to my block but i kept telling him that i don't want my dad to see us. oh and omg, he actually memorized my IC NUMBER for goodness sake! he told me that he was flipping through some custody documents and came across my details. now tell me, even your boyfriends couldn't care less to memorize your ic numbers right? lol! left me speechless, awesome.

and you know, we both sang in the car like nobody's business! especially to lady gaga's bad romance. silly much?

and and and, he asked me out to sentosa! wooohooo! and to jb as well! omg, omg!! he asked me out again this friday, but im working. but anyway, he's still fetching me! i feel kinda bad about it, but he really insisted on fetching me after work at ION.

i have yet to tell ser about mr policeman! i already told some of my friends about him. and most of them gave me the thumbs up to go ahead and carry on dating him and all. hehehe :)

i don't know but i just feel that he's full of surprises? i don't know, for sure. its all good while it lasted ya'll *wink*

2010-02-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

Kak Lin's Wedding

my momma's boyanese side is AWESOME! i love, love, LOVE them!

2010-01-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

a big black horse and a cherry tree

OMG!

i don't know about you, but im friggin' tired and lethargic! i just got back from work and its like what? eleven:thirty pm now! gosh~

and i caught a cold, yet again! when will all this sickness ever stop bugging me like, god dammit!

and you know what?! my shift was at centrepoint just now and freina's was at ION. i texted her asking whether she would love and care to join me and joanna for a frolicks date right after work at cineleisure, which will be after nine:thirty pm or later or so. because me and joanna were craving for frolicks's yoghurt ice cream! yummyyyyy!

i was the one who lusted for frolicks first and then it got to joanna, baby! *wink* :) i remembered working at millenia just last friday with hidayah and the both of us wanted to try frolicks real badly cause' it seems that everyone there...i really meant EVERYONE there, kept passing by with a tub of frolicks yoghurt ice cream in their hands! so to our conclusion, especially mine, that yoghurt ice cream has really gotta be something man!

ever since freina kicked into this habit of lusting after yoghurt ice creams, she actually kinda pulled me into the yoghurt ice cream fad as well! super healthy, isn't it? rather than those sinful, creamy ones. me and hidayah actually bought a huge tub and shared! it was apple-flavoured, we didn't really favour the original one...and there's kit kat chunks as well as strawberry toppings on it. the kit kat chunks were SO MEANT for me cause' i've never really liked 'real' strawberries but joyce and hidayah ended up slipping some of my kit kat chunks into their throats! so whose crummy idea was it, to put strawberry toppings huh?! most of the strawberries were left untouched and 'un-eaten'. so much for being healthy *roll eyes*

sorry for sidetracking, i'll continue...so freina told me that she was kinda strapped from cash at the moment and i told her that i wanted to treat her but she simply turned down my offer by saying that she didn't like frolicks! excuse me bitch?! *roll eyes again* frolicks has the best yoghurt ice cream okay! and she even said, 'eww'! how could you do this to me?!?! eheheeee......

ANYWAY, mr policeman wants to meet me...so NAUGHTY! tell my IO ar. hehehe! *cheeky smile* i know freina will say that i look very mentel when i do that.

i've got lotsa stuff to blog about actually, but...later alligator babies! it can wait.

2010-01-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

not a she wolf nor a she devil but she rocks!

anyway, trey chen was like, "ashley...ashley...ashley!" at macs just now and i turned around to give him a sheepish grin. i think i kinda blushed cause' his friends were there as well and freina baby was like, "who's that?" and i was like, "that's trey" and she gave me this puzzled look and said, "so who is this trey guy?" and i told her, "ala, trey! the kay siow-kay siow year two chinese guy who speaks malay ever-so-fluently like nobody's business and he rides a scrambler..."

freina went on to give me this 'whatever!' look and i can't help but to giggle after that. she's my all-time-low partner in crime and favourite bitch in school. naddy sazzy, on the other hand, is my sweetheart in school.

speaking of naddy sazzy, i went to meet her along with hafis and anisa at the tennis court toilet yet again just now. min was absent. we talked about relationships and clubbing. ooohh, and hafis is going to rebel on a friday night!

as for ashley, perhaps it'll be supperclub this coming saturday night. with her girls! and their partners. but ashley is going solo. like they say, im an independent party girl who knows how to drop it like its hot! LMAO!

and and and, who would've thought that my girls would wanna try clubbing? i know...right?!?! LOL! dope on a rope, baby :)

oh and initially the plan was to go clubbing with freina after work on a friday night but unfortunately, my favourite bitch got tired of clubbing already. and i've been wanting to go clubbing with the usuals again...ariff, risha, sheeda and azreen. freina baby included.

freina syg, you promised me another clubbing night out. i shall be waiting for that ever-so-patiently my dear. *wink*

omg, ashley is all about clubbing and clubbing and clubbing now right? clubbing and trippin'...clubbing...trippin'...i wonder how long my life is gonna evolve around that cycle.

im tired. nightie night everyone, and i love you all. especially the people that i had just mentioned ♥

2010-01-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

nothing's ever right, halfway

to 200708, you know who you are. i really missed you. im not sad or whatsoever. im fine. its just that i keep thinking of you for like almost every single day now. you're haunting my thoughts again. its neither a bad thing nor a good thing.

i have no friggin' idea as to what's the outline for this. im just saying that well, its not that i don't wanna move on...but its just not that easy. has anybody ever told you that? i think i ever did. take good care of yourself.

in fact, i still think that i love you. actually, i still do.

what the hell am i saying? goodbye.

2010-01-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

an nyung ha se yo

A VERY MERRY HAPPY TWENTIETH BIRTHDAY TO NASHA BABY!

felt super lethargic like nobody's business at work just now.

nevertheless, i really enjoyed hanging out with naddy sazzy, anisa, hafis and min at the tennis court toilet earlier on. its been decades since i last joined them there.

felt even better after meeting ariff and sheeda afterwards. it felt like ages since i last met them, although that is actually an ultimate lie.

i love them.

i miss my favourite bitch real badly too! freinaaa nenaaa...ily!!!

2010-01-26T11:24:00.000+08:00

ashley's short stories

on the phone with freina

1. ahahahahahaha! mr policeman is flirting with me!

2. dutch-malay boy doesn't get the message that im so not interested!

3. the song 'unstoppable' by kat deluna is dedicated to ariff.

4. i don't wanna work at millenia with joyce tomorrow! aaaarrgghh!

5. i hate to use the cashier at millenia!

6. im so gonna die out of boredom at work tomorrow, trust me.

7. joyce wouldn't even let me sit! cb!

8. i don't like to work at millenia! i love working at republic plaza and ION.

9. mr policeman wanted to ask for my no. initially, but i ignored. ahah!

10. sorry i can't c*** this saturday, what about friday instead?

11. we can c*** after im done with work. any takers?

12. we can go to p********* or......

13. supper**** is sucha bitch! been sending me alot of invites.

14. very tempting indeed!

15. sorry ihsan, you know why.

16. i've been sick nowadays, what's up with that huh?

17. who's doing the shift at centrepoint tomorrow?

18. i so wanna work at ION with freina tomorrow :(

19. exchange shift with me can?

20. or republic plaza will do.

21. oh yeah, i can't work this saturday like duh!

22. i need a replacement, but who?

23. the boys from SHINee are cute! right samantha?

ringdingdong...

24. wooohooo! my momma bought me an oreo cupcake! nice...

25. i need to clear all my projects by this week real badly, shit!

26. next week is already the common tests week.

27. let's just hope that im not gonna have to repeat anything, pleeeeaaaase?!

28. naddy sazzy syg, what happened? ily!

29. when the hell am i gonna be released from bail? gosh...

30. its really taking a toll on me!

31. atika told me that our pay will probably be in on the tenth?

32. to my mom and dad, tysm for taking care of me. ily!

33. to my godmomma, ilysm too!

34. last saturday during work, both atika and me had cramps!

35. i lost my nose stud at work.

36. should i go to school or not? im worried about my attendance.

37. or should i just take mc?

38. im very worried about my projects too!

39. its like 12:47pm now and the next class starts at 1pm.

40. HOW?!

2010-01-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

i can teach you a thing or two, yeah oh yeah oh!

'fierce' people ♥

hidd sis was on television last night baby! hehehe! my parents were like, "AISYAH, AISYAH! cepat dtg sini tgk, hidayah nyer part nie!".

ahahahahahahaha! even my parents were so excited to see you on tv you know sis :)

and woah! she's like the blonde girl from Mean Girls. the leader, the one who's always in the middle. nice flirting though ;)

i love my darling beloved girls, a heart for each of you. ♥♥♥♥

2010-01-26T10:08:00.000+08:00

you like what you see?

"you're the ever-so-sweet-sweetheart ("v") "

that's nasha baby :)

awwww...and she tagged my name at the picture above with that caption. im flattered, really. who would've thought that im an 'ever-so-sweet-sweetheart' huh? it sounded abit too sugary and nice for my liking because it made me start to ponder, am i really like what she had just described me in the caption? oh well, god knows baby...

anyway, nasha has been missing me damn friggin' alot! she has been texting and calling me but i neglected her. i could see that she was quite disappointed, for she had sent me a msg at fb afterwards to ask what's going on and stuff.

you know nasha, i didn't blame you for bailing out on all the lunch dates and weekend dates that we were supposed to have cause' i know that you have alot of commitments. your work, your bf and your family as well as the rest of your friends. you know why? because im starting to get the grip of my work commitment too, like now!

sometimes, i just feel that i don't even have time for myself. and worse still, my school projects! all due to work. so i really understand the situation that you're in. even so, we'll still find the time to meet, alrightie? i remembered dropping by your workplace at bishan and hilton hotel and we had orange julius for lunch. yummy! and it was your treat :)

you felt guilty that we had to resort to a quick bite for lunch instead of the proper lunch date as promised. but i wasn't even a teensy bit mad at you. you got so worried and you kept apologizing. so cute. oh and you even had a dunkin' donut waiting for me while i was on my way to drop by, truly sweet of you, really :)

anyway, i really missed you like damn friggin' alot too okay! and omg, your birthday is tmr! im truly sorry for not contacting you lately, maybe its your turn to drop by my workplace ;)

and so, ily! ♥♥♥

2010-01-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

trip, trip, trippin'......

like finally! i've changed my blog song. so don't start complaining that you're sick and tired of listening to, "damn! you're a sexy bitch, a sexy bitch!" but instead, please be trippin' when you listen to the current one okay?

you said my perangai like setan right?! clubber la, this la, that la...nah amek kau lagu setan! IMPHEATUS! quick, we should be like trippin' to this song right now.

astaghfirullah! ashley ingat nak trip jer! mengucap, mengucap! masyaallah! aper setan-setan nie sume? ahahahahahahahahaha!

ashley's in her own world.

*let's all trip together baby, you and me, we, us.

2010-01-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

impheatus

samantha & ashley

2010-01-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

random camwhore-ing moments :)

2010-01-25T11:08:00.000+08:00

imagine and reminisce

if i were to still be with you, last wednesday would've already been our eighteenth month together. for real!

but no, it isn't for real anymore. and so there's this saying, "if you really love him, let him go. if its meant to be, he'll come back".

i don't know. *shrugs*

2010-01-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

like a gun to my holster

g'day mate!!! *in my silly aussie accent* ahahahahahahahahaha! its currently 10:54 am and im still at home baby. i haven't even bathed yet. im supposed to be at my 10 am lesson but well...SCREW IT! i had mild cramps just now. whatever right? okay, so roll your eyes then.

so anyway, sammie said that i looked very 'guai' in the picture above. yes? no? i kinda looked like my momma back when she was young. yeah! at this angle. so yeah, whatever. like who would even give a damn right? okay, roll your eyes again darlings. if you haven't already know, 'guai' means 'good'. so sammie was implying that i looked like a goodie-two-shoes kinda girl. r-i-i-i-i-g-h-t......

oh, so atika was telling me this last saturday. "mak aku kate kan, kalau kau slalu teringatkan org tu, org tu pun actually tgh ingat psl kau jgk tau"...something like that. so is it true? oh well......

2010-01-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

i can be your melody

joyce is friggin' annoying! she made me remove my colourful manicured nails at work okay! and i had to buy the friggin' nail polish remover when i already have a huge bottle of nail polish remover back at home!

now i have two huge bottles of nail polish remover! nevermind, it only gives me the excuse to paint my nails even more frequently. not a bad idea at all huh? *smirks*

shit! gotta rush now babies!

have a wonderful weekend ahead ya'll......

im alot more busier than a buzzing bee lately...

2010-01-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

hi, im ashley. i know that i look retarded. i just can't help it.

ay chico con la lengua afuera

can't tell me nothing now, baby i know how to fly. can't nothing hold me down, im gonna touch the sky.

2010-01-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

the girl your momma warned you about?

OH MY GOD!

the policeman from bedok who helped me with my bail added me on facebook! OMG! i can't believe this! and he even sent me this message, 'u are so freakin familiar'. like what the hell? DU-UUUHHH! you're the only policeman who even bothered to be concerned of my well-being while i was kept 'hostage' in the lock-up like what? only last week!

LOL! i viewed his photo gallery and well, i recognized all the other policemen from bedok as well. and i also spotted the bitchy policewoman who kinda has something against me. stupid whore! whatever sia!

alamak, what if he shows the other bedok policemen my fb account huh? paiseh big time i tell you!

hey ho, gotta go!

2010-01-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

electro-psychedelic chica

every little earthquake, every little heartbreak......

im not playing hard to get. im just not interested and i couldn't really be bothered. im sick and tired of it. get a hold of yourself.

so anyway, a very big thank you going out to ARIFF & RISHA for dropping by my worplace! i love you both damn alot! the both of you really made my first day of work a truly memorable one *wink* chey! the both of you are totally the best okay! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-20T09:54:00.000+08:00

there's gonna be one less lonely girl

dear catfish, why do you refuse to acknowledge my existence now?

anyway, its my first day of work training.

2010-01-20T09:41:00.001+08:00

'you can have it all. anything you want, you can make it yours. anything you want in the world, anything you want in the world. nothing too big or small. anything you want, you can make it yours. anything you want in the world, ANYTHING YOU WANT IN THE WORLD!'

give it up to me

2010-01-20T09:41:00.000+08:00

you can't handle me

my momma bought a yoga mat yesterday and i asked her why. she told me that she had applied for a pilate class. wth?!

who would've thought that she's into fitness and all. would pilate even help to enhance a person's fitness?! ahahahahahahahahaha! all the best me mummy. i reckon that pilate is the 'in' thing for modern mommas nowadays huh?

so anyway, rizqi's teacher told my momma that he loves to dance! true enough, he would always fumble with my stereo and dance to any song that's playing. and if you haven't already know, he wouldn't even wanna stop dancing, for crying out loud! so if i were to switch off my stereo, he would get agitated and throw tantrums, which on most occasions, i wouldn't even buy. take that you little rascal! sucha bad, bad sister i am.

and and and, im truly in love with freina's yak pak tote! the black one with pink unicorns, colourful rainbows and shooting stars. and check this out, the interior compartment is lined with METALLIC PURPLE fabric ya'll! me likey! you likey?

that's a quickie for now.

2010-01-19T09:36:00.001+08:00

So What...

1. if you're dutch-malay?
2. if you have tattoos?
3. if you're good-looking?
4. if you're a chick magnet?
5. if you wear expensive labels?
6. so fucking what?!?!

Look Dude,
i don't even give a fuck!

you bet i don't.

i couldn't even care less already.

im not into flings and such. no, im not interested. you got the wrong girl. stop wasting my time.

2010-01-07T11:49:00.000+08:00

you know, i love my dad alot. my mum as well. my dad was saying this to me and ser a few days back, "korg dua kecik-kecik jer baek, skrg bile da besar, dua-dua da jadi hantu".

ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! wth dad?! me and ser were laughing our heads off okay! hantu or what?!?!?! me and ser, we always seem to crumble down together. lol!

i love you ser! brother and bestfriend.

2010-01-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

when the cats come out, the vamps come out to playyyy, yeah!

♥ im'ma single girl swag ♥

so anyway, naddy sazzy was telling me this just now, "you know what? najib has a gf already!" and im like, "yeah i know, its on his fb la syg". then naddy sazzy said this, "playboy seh dier!". cute la you, girl.

and just now during break with hafiz and gang, hafiz was like, "aisyah! takmo pusing blkg, takmo pusing blkg tau!" and i was oblivious to his warning because i honestly thought that he's only teasing me like he always did and so i turned and well, well, well...if its not the king casanova himself walking right behind me alongside sufi.

ahahahahahahahahaha! i turned back to face hafiz and he was giving me this -____- 'i told you so' look and i was grinning widely at him and he said this to me, "tu la, degil! aku da ckp takmo pusing tapi kau tetap nak pusing jgk kan. laen kali bagi org abes ckp dulu la" and i was like, "aarrghh biar la. so what if its him kan?" and continued indulging my twister fries afterwards.

and so hafiz asked me this, "eh amcm? maseh contact dgn dier?" and i was like, "TAK HERAN PUN!!!" and hafiz was like giving me this smile of approval and nodded his head and said, "bagus, bagus...".

its so damn friggin' obvious that he was trying to avoid glancing at my direction. and sufi was like, smiling at me. sempat tau deytu! to najib; oooohhh, scared to face me or what boy? whatever.

oh and later on during lab at two, shera pulak asked me this, "eh, so how? you still with him?" and i gave her this questioning look and asked, "huh? who seh?" and she was giving me this 'zoinked-out' look and said, "najib la..." and i was like, "ohhh! no la. he has a gf already btw" and there was this truly disbelieving look plastered across shera's face after i mentioned that.

alrightie, let me straighten the situation. you see, its true that najib has a gf already. her name's Elrynn Zureen and she's living at bedok. isn't it just so convenient for them, i mean both of them are living around the same area. oh and let me just get to the point now. honestly speaking, im truly happy for najib. like really, i swear to god that im really happy for him. i mean, i didn't even feel a tinge of jealousy or even a slight stitch. ~~i just pity the girl.~~

so uhuh, there you have it! so please, please, PLEASE...close all the chapters that i ever had with najib okay? its all history now. im like shoving it somewhere way, way back into the deserted corners of my contorted mind. thank you all so much, i really appreciate it.

let me end it this way, my heart is actually still mending. somewhere deep inside, the wound is still bleeding. it hasn't even stopped yet, to be truthful. i'll just let time do the healing, that's all. IF its gonna work.

where is the love?

2010-01-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

me and my girls, we drop it like its hot baby!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

The Black Sheep

my dad told me that im the black sheep among all of my friends and cousins. well, it bites okay. but its all my fault, like duh! and obviously, i have to work on it right. well, i started off by quitting smoking yet again. yes, that's just the very beginning. i have way alot more to work on.

oh and my aunt kept harping on the way i dress and all. hmm......it seems like i have no choice but to work on that as well. i just need plenty of time for that. and and and, i can't always be thinking of clubbing all the friggin' time right? i have to limit that as well. LIMIT only, which means that i won't totally stop doing so.

oh well. 2010 will mostly be about correcting my flaws and stuff i guess.

btw ariff looked so fierce today seh. sorry that i nagged alot la just now. sheeda is getting prettier la seh ;) feeeeeweeeeet! freina nena went missing in action la seh. naddy sazzy and anisa and muhaimin didnt see me just now la seh. faritz gave us souvenirs from the vietnam SEA games la seh. alfee is fucking cute seh! hafiz is annoying seh. ashraf gerek la seh. rya and nad kecoh seh.

i love all my kay siow school friends!

samantha and me and her bf were talking about boobs, sex blow-up dolls and hotel 81 just now.

omg im sleeeeeepyyyyyy......

2010-01-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

a splash of mixed emotions and uncertainty; kiss 2009 goodbye ya'll

sorry if this came a little too late but heck......a very merry happy new year to everyone!

firstly, let's see what i've been up to during the first week of my term break. so hey dee ho, let's go!

monday, 21.12.09

i got super-thrashed by my dad for smoking.

tuesday, 22.12.09

i seeked for refuge over at my aunt's place.

wednesday, 23.12.09

i went clubbing with my cousin and his friends. i didn't really tell anyone about this, so here you go. a line-up of China One, The Arena, Dbl-O, Zirca and Rebel. well, what more can i say? i was trippin' all over the place dude! there you have it. oh and guess who i saw that very night in Zirca? P.E.B.

thursday, 24.12.09

while im still seeking refuge at my aunt's place, i got addicted to this game called DefJam Records Fight For NY, The Takeover. dope on a rope okay i tell you! go check it out. i fought all the way to complete 100% of the story and im the friggin' OG now baby! in case if you don't already know, OG stands for Original Gangster. i even have my own crew of fighters. i created this character called Amelle B, and ooohh god he is a crossover between Michael Scofield and Eminem you know! simply too yummy-looking that i fell for him. damn, he's virtual! oh and i gave him full body tattoos cause' he had earned way too much money from all those fighting bets. and all his tattoos are yakuza tattoos! wooohooo! mafia, mafia baaaabyyyy! friggin' sexy, okay i'll stop right here. sorry about it.

friday, 25.12.09

christmas huh? tell me about it! i had a photoshoot at arab st along with ina baby, kak wyda; the make-up artist and kak mashrufah; the photographer. tiring but awesome! im still waiting for the goddamn photos. i was dressed as an arabian girl btw, and ina was this psycho-ju on-looking woman with long, straight hair and all.

seriously, my new year was b-o-o-o-o-o-o-r-i-i-i-i-i-i-n-g! no excitement of any kind whatsoever. no countdown shit and all. sorry okay ina. nevertheless, i hope that everyone enjoyed their new year.

2009-12-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

rah-rah-rah-ah-ah, roma-roma-ma, gaga-ooh-la-la, want your bad romance

you know the song 'Best I Ever Had' by Drake? well, i have no friggin' idea why the hell i cried when i was listening to that song just now! you know, especially when its the chorus part that goes like this...

' I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best, you the fucking best, you the fucking best, you the best i ever had, best i ever had, best i ever had, best i ever had '

isn't it just so friggin' insane?! what on earth is wrong with me ever since like, lately? i don't know...

i guess, you're the fucking best that i ever had :'(

*you were once my everything.

2009-12-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

'My Wedding Day'

okay lame! its so friggin' goddamn fake like your grandmomma looking slutty wearing fishnets, i know honey! its just my cousin's cosmoprof portfolio photoshoot sweetheart. more on facebook baby.

♥

2009-12-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

party hard like your life depends on it

pls ignore my 'pungent' face but im totally in love with my hair in this pic, all thanks to kak wyda who took the trouble to curl it for her portfolio photoshoot :)

Ashley & Ina

you know what? that's not my bulging tummy, its only my skirt. you know, the 'tie-ribbon' part. makes me look annoyingly flabby at the front. even my actual bonchet is not as flabby you know!

and to my naughty little cousin, Ina! wait till you're eighteen and then we'll head to the clubs together, okay syg? hehehe~

and speaking of clubbing, please please please let's go clubbing this coming wednesday and the following wednesday after that okay? any takers? ariff? risha? freina? naddy sazzy? hafis? hafiz? anybody else? anyone? everyone? you in for it honey? please let's just party hard like our lives depend on it okay? we'll enjoy first and when school reopens for the second term, we'll all concentrate hard on our miniprojects, tests and exams okay? let's just de-stress ourselves first before turning in for the long run again. okay? calling all clubbers and party-goers! c'mon baby! *mcm faham tau ashley nie!*

kan ashley da kemaruk clubbing! kerje saper nie? eheheee~ ^^

i love you all so much!

hidd ♥
fau ♥
shar ♥
wanni ♥
lee ♥
freina ♥
naddy sazzy ♥
risha ♥
sheeda ♥
ariff ♥
ina ♥
nasha ♥

you ♥
you ♥
you ♥
and you ♥ !

if you're confident that its you, then yes its you!

i gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a goooood niiiiight......

*oh and to hafis, sorry ey. lupe yg last wed kau ajak gie clubbing abeh aku senyap jer. this coming wed nak gie clubbing? jom, jom, jom! da holidays wei! wooohooo!

~~+ zirca~~
~~+ rebel~~
+ wavehouse
+ powerhouse
+ supperclub
+ zouk
+ phuture
+ arena
+ dbl o

XOXO!

not your usual candy ♥

2009-12-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

COSMOPROF ♥

Kak Ray

Kak Nuraini and her model

Kak Nadyla & Kak Shasha

Ashley & Kak Wyda

Shasha, Nuraini, Wyda & Dolly; Cosmoprof Make-up Artists

Cosmoprof Examination; Dramatic Catwalk

2009-12-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

cherry cherry boom boom

1. i miss my favourite bitch and all-time-school-partner-in-crime; freina nenaaaa!
2. wanted to hangout with hidd sis just now but apparently she's working after five. i assumed that the rest of the sisters are also busy today. nvm about that.
3. nasha paitao-ed yet again. im so gonna kill her. okay no. fortunately, im a very understanding friend and im aware of her various commitments. poor darling, too caught up with alot of ongoing events and so forth.
4. naddy sazzy baby is meeting her abg showtek today. as much as i wanted to hangout with her as well, the thought of becoming a friggin' lamp post is very disturbing baby.
5. and so i called ser and asked him whether i could join him or not and it turned out that he's with a bunch of guy friends and that im so gonna be the odd one out later and so it'd be better if i didn't interfere.
6. therefore, i wandered off to the starbucks at compass point alone. i met ser and gang there. cute friend he's got, but oh well, young boy = strictly a no, no.
7. got my java chip frappe and fled off to tampines soon after. sadly, they ran out of my favourite christmas edition drink; peppermint mocha. one free starbucks drink ain't enough honey. yes, im definitely greedy when it comes to expensive coffees. not forgetting to mention that its FREE.
8. got my dark cherry mocha from the starbucks over at tampines mall. seriously, the male baristas there are friggin' hot! and im not lying about this but some of the guys there made it so obvious that they're checking me out! i got so shy that i kept looking down and elsewhere. gosh!
9. and then again, there was just too many good-looking guys at tampines mall just now and i couldn't help but to notice each and every one of them as they pass by. i mean those attractive ones only. but then again, who the hell wouldn't notice attractive guys right? i mean, obviously hot guys make heads turn. alright, shut up already.
10. freina syg, let's go to tampines mall again soon and we'll get to see many more good-looking guys. better than that ex-bf of yours that we bumped into previously.
11. i wanna go clubbing again real soon please.
12. tmr's my cousin's make-up exam over at cosmoprof. i'll have to be there by seven-thirty. i need to bring my facial wash and some wet wipes.
13. okay, so what am i gonna wear tmr?
14. fuck najib. NEXT PLEASE!

2009-12-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

ANISA ♥ NADDY SAZZY ♥ ASHLEY

was it two tuesdays back? or three? oh well. we cooked. we danced. over at naddy sazzy's. and i ♥ them.

lethargic catsy.

2009-12-03T14:05:00.000+08:00

hello ariff! hello sheeda! :)

2009-11-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

loving the extreme, so are you game?

firstly, assalamualaikum semua. *lmao!* omg okay, i sound like some friggin' malaysian artist who's doing the opening for a silly malay sitcom or something like that.

so anyway......

im seriously in love with no one else but my life now. really, like totally! its awesome ya'll! i love all my girlfriends. the ones who have been there for me whenever im going through lotsa shit. i don't need a boyfriend. its the very last thing on my mind right now. my current favourite quote, "i don't live to please anyone". well that's right, i don't wanna be tied down or be committed to a guy. because, at the end of the friggin' day...im losing out on all the quality time that i should've been spending with my friends and girlfriends and its so not worth it. i've learnt my lesson honey. technically that is.

well you know what? im truly happy with my life, now that its turning for the uphill. and i really hope that its gonna be lasting. im enjoying every little aspect of my singlehood. if all this was actually a blessing in disguise, well alhamdulillah, im grateful to God for making me a happier girl than i was before. really. like, alot more happier than i was before! way too happy in fact *with a smile*

and something else which i'd love to clarify. im in full control of my life right now. im not turning into a dirtbag, like seriously. well, because i've heard alot of people saying that im turning into this 'wildchild' or this 'havoc girl' which im not actually. no honestly, im pretty much the same old kental-geeky girl whom you used to know back then and now. let me repeat it for you, ashley nuraisyah is the same old kental-geeky girl whom you used to know back then and she still is now. got a problem with that? i don't think so, right?

well, im still the same old gullible girl. the girl who'll always abide by the ten pm curfew. i still go to religious hearings on saturdays with my godmomma okay. im not a changed person, trust me. well okay, perhaps physical-wise. people who always see me in school will definitely know what i meant. you know, maybe its only my behavioural pattern. attitude/character-wise, i can hundred percent guarantee you that its never changed. never was and never will. betul, tak bedek! hehehe...

alamak, i don't know what else to type liao. lost for words already ke per ashley? lol!

2009-11-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

tequila shots; random and outdated

2009-10-26T10:44:00.000+08:00

1/56 of the photos only

16.10.09 with love

2009-10-24T10:09:00.001+08:00

this is truly annoying. how come his clique is really into Gossip Girl? and farah once asked me this, "are you into Gossip Girl?" and i told her, "uhmm, not really." and she gave me this 'are you kidding me' look and in my heart i was like, "hello! i already watched Gossip Girl like when? four friggin' months back or so on youtube and it doesn't really interest me cause' there's not alot of kinky sex scenes."

okay no. i was only kidding on the 'kinky sex scenes' part but really, im not into Gossip Girl. i stopped watching it cause' its kinda draggy. and you wanna know something, i seriously think that OC beats Gossip Girl like anytime ya'll! well, so maybe OC is a little 'oldschool' but who cares. and OC doesn't have any kinda kinky sex scene. if im not mistaken.

so...this goes to show that even drama serials without kinky sex scenes are sellable, baby!

oh and one thing that i like about Gossip Girl is when the 'narrator' says this, "you know you love me, xoxo Gossip Girl", something like that in a very sensual manner. but really, she sounds like a complete downright snob as well!

anyway, Priviledged airs on channel five every saturday night right? is it good? it seems like Charmed only that they're not witches, but bitches.

i kinda miss One Tree Hill as well :) know that show? a little 'oldschool' as well.

oh and if you have no idea what OC means, it actually stands for Orange County. a sort of state in the US, i guess.

lastly, i miss so many people!

xoxo!

they called me 'lolli' last thursday.

2009-10-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

someone said this to me online......

"actually i'm pissed because its like i was hoping that you'd come and spend time with me. maybe its my fault for putting my hopes up too much. so yea, basically because of that i've seriously got no mood to do anything"

you know what, it left me speechless. and needless to say, im that person's eye-candy for almost three years now. imagine the hurt.

im truly sorry.

2009-10-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

Friday, 09.10.09

met my favourite townie, naddy sazzy! we just walked around aimlessly and finally decided to settle down for awhile at far east. as the both of us were quite famished, we ditched our dieting for a last minute unplanned lunch over at nana thai...yet again! wooohooo!

and guess what, guess what......

we both ordered tomyum soup again and..........

the tomyum soup gave us orgasms! *again, for me*

especially naddy sazzy this time round! i actually caught her moaning while she's on her first sip of the soup okay. really! right naddy sazzy? *wiggles my eyebrows with a sly look on my face*

we had so many funny moments! all thanks to the cute & funnylicious naddy sazzy dearie *winksy winks*

oh and the both of us became smoking machines at marina barrage while waiting for the goddamn bus.

anyway, tysm my favourite nana thai townie darling, for that brilliantly enjoyable day.

**remember that 'alarming' moment at topshop? unlucky us, and a stupid girl. seriously. -____-"'

and so its all gonna be sealed with a chocolatey kiss!

xoxo!

your catwoman next door......

2009-10-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

afni niniiii ♥

yeah...she's quitting school because SilkAir recruited her okay, and so she's all over the moon now simply because she's already a friggin' air stewardess and her pay is so gonna be a BOMB ya'll!

and her maiden flight will start next year onwards :(

even so, im truly happy for her! :)

love this arctic monkeys fan, the coolest ex-skinbyrd that i've ever met ;)

2009-10-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

freina nenaaaa ♥

so i've already finalized my timetable and i called freina baby because i needed reference from her timetable and well...we have pretty much the same classes and lectures together baby! wooohooo! something tells me that semester two is gonna be a blast after all *winksy winks*

yay! like finally, im gonna be joining forces with my long lost partner-in-crime AGAIN! ^^

and and and, my timetable is awesome! literally speaking. my mondays & tuesdays are gonna be long while my wednesdays, thursdays & fridays are gonna be the shortest ever! i end school at eleven in the morning on wednesdays, imagine that! woooohoooo! date me out, date me out! calling once, calling twice......okay lame -__-"'

also, i purposely made damn sure that my last three days of the school week doesn't end late because i need room for work? if it happens i guess...

on the other hand, i can't wait to meet horo nongneng! that brengsek policeman! your pay day is getting closer and closer and eventually we'll meet and you'll have to fulfill your part of the deal okay? syg kamu deh ^^

xoxo!

your wicked catsy

2009-10-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

i ain't your hollaback girl

so it wasn't really that bad after all huh. my dad was discharged during the afternoon just now, alhamdulillah~

why do you sound like sucha total loser? maybe my smile is better off for someone else. really.

2009-10-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

i ♥ you so much Dad!

you'll pull through, insyaallah =..(

2009-10-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

sis syg, pls take good care of yourself at Laos okay?
we all miss you!

oh and sis, if you're reading this, your momma contacted me and its regarding your project stuff. marina needs something from your thumbdrive but im very positive that you brought your thumbdrive along with you right? she needs the project stuff by this thursday honey. let's just hope that your supervisor is full of mercy okay?

2009-10-06T15:58:00.000+08:00

enjoying my busuk face or not? hideous, i know! seriously not even a single trace of foundation/compact powder, strictly eyeliner only okay. like what? its close to five in the morning. even an avid make-up person like me wouldn't even bother to touch my cosmetic pouch in the early wee hours of the morning. but due to the fact that i truly worship my eyes, there must be eyeliner on it no matter what! as for my eyebrows, fail~! and yeah there's blemishes on my skin, check it out...

hidd lawa lawa jer slalu ey sis ey? *muacks*

2009-10-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

the day we all sent hidd to terminal one...

2009-10-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

omg! alhamdulillah, i won the second place for the AdoreBeauty Contest!

i was just browsing through Diana's blog and she already uploaded the winners vid on youtube and so im like, why not know who the winners are right? because i kept telling myself that there's no way that im gonna win this thing cause' every other contest entries are AMAZING im telling you! i was kinda down, because i really felt that my work is purely amateur stuff. but its truly my passion, to play around with colours and creativity.

all my efforts really paid off and im really thankful, alhamdulillah once again. all praises to Allah, it was truly unexpected! :)

especially when she was like, "and the second winner is..........AyanoAshley!" *my youtube name, hah!* and she started babbling all those cute japanese words, tysm Diana honey!

and a special thank you going out to Leeyana for giving me an insight on AdoreBeauty's blog because if its not for her, i wouldn't have discovered that contest. tysm Lee dearie!

well, im happy sweetheart!

many many kisses from Ashley okay?

xoXoxoXoxoXoxoXoxoXoxoXoxoXoxoXoxo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

happy birthday nero! be a good boy okay?and God bless you big time honey :)

*oh and sorry that i stole your pic, but i like that one...

2009-10-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

Its Your Girls, Naddy Sazzy & Ashley Nuraisyah!

had lunch with the very sexy naddy sazzy honey at nana thai last tuesday. i told her that im 'lusting' after the tom yum soup there and guess what......

The Tom Yum Soup Gave Me Orgasms!

lol?! okay lame, i know. not sure whether naddy sazzy experienced orgy as well or not. but as for my part, i wasn't kidding. well, technically that is. the orgy part i mean...i was only exaggerating like duh! who couldn't tell right?

okay and then......

noticed that naddy sazzy's hair is slightly longer? well, mine too. and you wanna know why?

Friggin' Stupid Hair Extensions!

okay, i so don't wanna be reminded of this. naddy sazzy too right?

oh well...no biker jacket or bag for me honey :)

oh and i actually found out a cute way to style my hair already, so as to enhance the hair extensions effect la kononnyer. was fumbling with my hair the whole afternoon just now, and im kinda disappointed with my hair now mainly because the rebonding effect is fading real fast.

there's nothing i could actually do to prolong the rebonding effect right? cause' waves are already starting to form and my original roots are starting to surface.

sorry for sidetracking, but the rest of the pictures can be seen on my facebook honey. nothing much also, more of girly-girl camwhoring stuff going on.

furthermore, we both had dessert after the hair extensions have been fixed. oooh boy and guess what......

The Chocolate Truffle Cake Gave Me Orgasms As Well!

naddy sazzy too! ;)

Ashley Nuraisyah, xoxo!

2009-09-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

well...

say hello to ashley, without make-up yo!

CAUTION: she's friggin' ugly like omg, and your momma's definitely way prettier honey. and you know it. oh well......

oh and say hello to my two beautiful arab cousins as well :)

ugly, gorgeous ♥, lovely ♥, ilovethemboth!

my second family, ilovethemsomuch!

♥♥♥♥♥

2009-09-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

forgot to include this at the previous post, before the both of us got completely dressed.

rizqi; no clothes on, well...except for his drypers.

ashley; eyebrows, lips and cheeks not done yet.

mcm2 ey, sempat kan? eh sempat la slalu wei...

2009-09-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

'camwhored' with the little rascal last saturday

yeah...so it just proves that i've got nothing better to do, along with that little brother of mine.

but our parents took so long to get ready for goodness sake! what the hell were we supposed to do while waiting for them right?

there's always a thing called 'our kodak moment' honey ;)

and so we did that.

period.

2009-09-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

something has been bothering me, i don't wanna be a heartbreaker. but how do i say no to these guys? i tried avoiding them, ignoring them...so how do i actually tell them off in a nice way? that im not keen? i really don't want them to be having high hopes on me whatsoever. especially......

2009-09-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

how come i used to have better complexion and not now? that's sad, really.

'whenashley'slate', at least she helped him carry his camera bag afterwards what right? lol! and the photographer should've put his name at the bottom instead of mine.

oh and i 'stole' those pictures from his fb, omg! im truly sorry, hehehe...

credits to the photographer, emmettnero morrisey. tysm for snapping my pictures even though i was a little shy at first. you silly boy, and i looked ugly...~~shut up!~~

and there was this malay girl who kept looking at me while i was ruffling my hair and trying to act cool while posing, paiseh you know!

anyway, last night with ihsan was awesome! really. tysm dude :)

sentimental + naughty + hilarious + caring + nice = DOPE!

im all smiles now :)

2009-09-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

i miss them darlings!

2009-09-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

WHAT?!

teyona anderson won ANTM cycle twelve? i was hoping that london levi-nance would win. im disappointed honey.

cherry cherry boom boom...

2009-09-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

i remembered waking up one morning to a phone call. as per usual, my hp is still in coma so i had no idea who the caller might be so i just answered and guess who it was......

AZYERA

it goes like this baby...

ashley: hello?

azyera: hi...

ashley: uhmm, who's on the line?

azyera: its azyera...

ashley: oh O_o so how have u been?

azyera: im good, so what about you? i heard from awie that you broke up with aidil, are u okay?

ashley: oh yeah that's right, uhuh im okay...tysm for your concern, im okay btw. moving on already. so what are you doing now?

azyera: im getting dressed, going out soon. bile nak dtg sini?

ashley: oh, uhmm..insyaallah when im free, i'll try to drop by okay? did you text me just now? my hp is giving me problems u see...

azyera: yeah i did.

ashley: so u and awie are gonna be a year together right? wow, congrats okay. when's that?

azyera: oh yeah thanks, its this coming tuesday...

ashley: anyway, happy hari raya maaf zahir batin okay? enjoy ur raya okay girl?

azyera: the same to u too...

:
:
:
:

ryan's right, i should just forgive and forget :)

~THE END~

2009-09-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

2009-09-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

first day of raya was okay overall, i had no idea that it was grandma's birthday. so does my dad, and she's his mother -__-"'

aunty Janet brought out a birthday cake and i was startled for a moment...

ashley: huh? whose birthday is it?

mashrufah: its grandma's.

ashley: oh okaaaaay...dad! do u know that its grandma's birthday today?

dad: *muke sardine* i had no idea honey...

ashley: *wth?! look* so what's her age gonna be then?

dad: *muke sardine stop it!* i seriously can't remember...

ashley: *in my heart* WTH?! she's your friggin' momma for crying out loud!!!

my dad is being ridiculous, isn't he? hilarious much? now what's his age again? -__-"'

2009-09-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Hari Raya Everyone! Please

forgive all of the misdeeds that i have

done, may Allah bless you all with love,

peace & harmony! :)

to those of you who texted me but i didn't reply, well...my hp is still in coma la honey :(

im truly sorry about it okay? please forgive me once more, it isn't intentional at all. i received alot of texts though! boy oh boy...

feel free to drop by my place though, okay? :) *uhmm, call dulu tau*

2009-09-15T20:26:00.001+08:00

my period has been sucha friggin' torment for me today, sheesh! now i can't continue fasting all the way till the eve of syawal. that's sad, really.

and im truly sorry that i had to paitao hidd, wanni, shar, fau and lee for iftar today at downtown. upset much, ashley? well of course, sucha bitch!

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!!!! *each sorry meant for each darling*

marine parade, oh marine parade...how i wish i could still find you at the exact same spot again, and you would keep stealing glances while i would just keep looking down feeling very shy. hehe!

2009-09-13T06:01:00.000+08:00

bulan puase nie, ader bende yg aku nak blog in malay.

replying to naddy sazzy's post about mr halfblind and family.

okay mcm gini. asl org bile da alim ey, kene stereotype and judge org yg tak sempurna sgt? kate alim, is stereotyping a good thing in the first goddamn place? kalau betul2 alim, mane ader ingat nak mengate-ngate org pun bile org tu tak sebrape sempurna sgt what right? eh boleh gie jln sudah ey! byk diorg nyer alim...and if they're really alim, why would they even brag about themselves to people right? omg, basking in self-pride and glory nyer la! mane boleh gitu kan? ish! ajaran mane entah...

and name jer alim, mane la ader org judge someone else rabak2 just by their appearance omg?! appearance is only outside what, inside lagi penting la! no matter how that person looks like right, i mean its very typical for people to judge a book by its cover, but its not a lasting impression what right? u don't even know that person well enough to label him/her as good or bad seh...eh menyampah la!

and aper tau, byk mak bapak skrg still got the impression that ppn tudung sume baek2 dari ppn2 yg tak pakai tudung. klaka per huh skrg? saper kate ppn tudung sume baek2? nie la org2 alim, nak stereotype pun tak agak2! so friggin' shallow-minded la org2 nie sume. haven't they heard? tak semestinyer pakai tudung, perangai mane nyer mulia la wei! mulia abes oi! cara pakaian diorg jer byk yg da tak betul, abeh nak step pakaian kite mcm mane nyer rabak jer gitu. maybe these mak bapak yg suke sgt kat ppn tudung tak pernah dgr two-faced stories of some ppn2 tudung yg perangai lagi mepek and terkutuk dari ppn2 yg tak pakai tudung. kesian la kan...

and naddy sazzy syg, biar la aper diorg nak kate psl kau. diorg kononnyer alim, tapi nak kutuk2 kau mcm tkder bsk gitu. alim la kan mcm gitu, mulia sgt! kalau betul diorg alim, they will just ignore your flaws and keep advising you jer, doakan yg terbaek utk kau ke. nie tak, nak judge2 kau yg bkn2 lak. menjadi-jadi ey diorg nie sume! kau padahal baek seh, bagi anak diorg yg kundrak tu duit sume. sanggup! anak diorg yg slalu mkn duit kau tu, diorg tak tau. bodoh per?! who cares if kite gie threading ke dye rmbt ke pakai contact lense ke make-up tebal2 ke? so what?! ader susahkan diorg ke? mak bapak kite yg besarkan kite tkder nak bising2 psl nie sume, asl dgn diorg nie skrg?

and yg psl kakak dier tu, lagi mepek! buat gelak ar kakak dier tu. mepek ar family dier seriously. org2 mcm gini kan naddy sazzy, kau takmo layan. geram tu geram ar, i understand how you feel honey but it only makes you numb with hatred kan? tkper la, kau sabar jer. besides, you already have your abg showtek who loves you alot what right? even his family adores you what right? kan bagus tu :)

da, takmo fikir2 psl tu sume lagi okay? oh and i have alot of friends and relatives who wear tudung, im not degrading ppn2 tudung okay. pls bare in mind that im just stating a general fact whereby you all knew of. it doesn't mean that when you wear tudung, you're perfect what right? everybody has their own set of flaws, be it whether you wear tudung or not. give this a thought or two. and please, im not referring to any of my friends or relatives who wears tudung okay! saper mkn cili, dier la yg terase pedas deh, correct?

naddy sazzy syg, meh aku hug kau! remember, the people who truly love you, will be the people who accept you for who you are, and not because of your flaws.

xoxo!

2009-09-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

oh and i wanna get henna done on both of my hands. unfortunately, syatira's friend wouldn't be available anytime soon. hmm...

so are you getting henna done for raya? where and how much? recommendations, anyone?

xoxoxo!

2009-09-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch this movie, you in for it honey?

2009-09-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

omg the bone structure beneath my collar bones are starting to jut out a little! but im not having an eating disorder! how's that even possible? is it because i stopped eating rice? if you look at the picture above, you should know what im trying to get at. but mine is not as visible as hers, duh! it isn't really obvious until you keep staring below my neckline, then you'll be able to see that its kinda boney. omg, any of my girlfriends facing the same problem as me? im kinda scared, to tell you the truth.

2009-09-06T16:06:00.001+08:00

because quiet guys have horns? yes? no? any takers? have your say on this one.

2009-09-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

i realise that there's better things to look forward to rather than to mull over an agony.

2009-09-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

OH DEAR...

i've been receiving text messages today and i really don't know who it might be coming from, cause' i heard the ringtone several times just now. like i once said earlier, im not able to view, let alone read your text messages because my screen is black. im only able to answer your calls you see. once again, im truly sorry...

on the other hand, you'll still be able to reach me here, facebook, msn or hotmail okay?

soooorryyyy......

**gosh, where the hell could my spare hp be at a time like this?!

2009-09-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

OH! and before i forget, if you're trying to reach me via my hp...please take note

that my hp is currently in ICU right now *coma* and its making me feel blind. so, i'll only be able to accept your calls as i won't be able to view your text messages. im truly sorry for the inconvenience caused.

once again my dearest friends, please call and not text me for the time being. and in case if you're wondering why i mentioned blind...its simply because my hp screen seemed to turn black permanently, thus making me feel like im communicating in braille with my hp because i can't navigate unless i remembered memorizing what is where and how many times im supposed to press, that kinda thing. what a friggin' hassle i know! sorry la okay?

tysm for your understanding though, i love you all!